Wednesday, July 1, 2009

NYC Premiere Set!


I'm very excited to announce that we finally set a date for the NYC premiere of All God's Children. Since New York is our home turf, we wanted the local premiere to be as exciting as possible. And now we finally have arranged various schedules and found the perfect location.

Several of the people featured in All God's Children will present the film together with us. We're still hoping that a few more might be able to join us. But we are just as pleased already to know that the following MKs will be in attendance: Beverly Shellrude-Thompson, Marilyn Christman, Rev. Dr. Richard Darr and Dianne Darr Couts.


The screening and reception afterward will take place at the Tribeca Cinemas, a beautiful event space for screenings and parties. The place is special to us not only because we've been to many fun events there through the years, but also because when we first moved to New York and the place was still a restaurant and art house theater called the Screening Room, Scott used to work there while also interning at Good Machine across the street. So it's a bit of a full circle experience to now come back with our own film and get to celebrate that fact with you.

Oh, yeah, talking about celebrating: your first drink is on us.


The Details:

NYC Premiere of All God's Children
Tuesday - August 11, 2009 - 7:30pm

Tribeca Cinemas
54 Varick St
New York, NY 10013
(212) 966-8163

$10 ticket
$20 ticket & DVD
(no pre-sales, first come...)

We really hope to see many of our friends and colleagues from our 10 years in New York so we can toast to you for all your support and distraction, whichever was needed at the time.

Friday, June 26, 2009

Gainesville Sun Article inspired rant w/ old photos


Today there is an article by Gabrielle Felconeiri in the Gainesville Sun about All God's Children and its screening tonight at The Story House. This article is the most meaningful to me so far.

Gainesville is my home away from home. It's where I found my voice and means of expressing it by making my first videos. It's where I met some of my dearest friends, my husband and the confidence to "just do it", instead of getting too hung up on details, logistics, expectations and self-doubt. Inspirational DIY at its best!

Shermy D, Scott and Megan
December 1994 at the Hardback Café

going away party before I moved back to Hamburg
(photo by Rachel?)


So it's amazing to have an article in the local paper about a film Scott and I made together and announcing its local premiere. It's a bit of a full circle or a kind of homecoming. Except that I'm actually not there for the screening tonight, which is very frustrating. I'm sad to miss the opportunity to spend time and share this film with the people who always seemed to believe in me and support any random project or idea and who have been an inspiration to me for the last 17 years.

Screening of my documentary / collection of local band music videos Just Because
Hardback Cafe, 1994

How amazing and supportive the Gainesville scene is, got proven again by Wendy Michel of The Story House asking (as soon as she found out about the film) if she could show it at her cool art space and now organizing the entire event; and then Dave, Celino and Danarchy volunteering to hand out post cards and everyone spreading the word. You guys are the best!

Jeff, Shermy D (hiding), David, Danarchy (tattooed skull), Rob Dark (my first ride to Gainesville), Kristen (my first friend in G'vle), me, Margaret (interviewing in Just Because and interviewed in All's Well and Fair)
Screening of Just Because

Hardback Cafe, 1994

When in 2006 I got worn out and frustrated with the whole "film thing" in the process of making All God's Children, I went to Gainesville for a few weeks to get back to the roots and just shoot something again for the joy of it (instead of all the other aspirations and hang-ups that drive a lot of work). The result were All's Well and Fair and a burst of inspiration, energy and reaffirmation of my desire to "just make films" no matter what anyone else "says", which in turn played a part in me sticking with All God's Children until it finally was done and could be shown.

So now instead of being in Gainesville this week, I'm working on finishing up All's Well and Fair, which is set there and which I hope to show there very soon.

Last but not least while I'm selfishly sad that I can't be there, the film will be well represented (and discussed after the screening) by producer/director Scott Solary and by film participants Dr. Howard and Ann Beardslee.

ALL GOD'S CHILDREN
- FREE SCREENING -
Friday, June 26th - 7pm

The Story House

11 SE 5th Avenue

Gainesville, FL 32601


On a little, yet to me meaningful, side note: Apparently in the print edition of the Gainesville Sun the article starts (together with a photo from the film featuring Ann and Howard) on the front page of the Film & Music section. Also on the front page is a picture of my dear friend Christia (from Tallahassee) and her band Girls On Film, who are in Gainesville tonight to play a show at The Atlantic. We've been friends since long before her band and this film - so it's quite cool to see that both of us have our work shown in the same town (where neither of us live) on the same night and also mentioned on the same page of a newspaper. A great piece of memorbilia.

READ THE ARTICLE ABOUT ALL GOD'S CHILDREN HERE

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Help Survivors of Child Abuse from New York State

The Child Victims Act in New York State needs your help!

As many of you know there is a "Statute of Limitations" (SOL) when it comes to holding child abusers accountable. A "Statute of Limitations" is the maximum amount of time one has to bring a lawsuit from the time of the injury of other ground for a lawsuit.

When it comes to abuse of children, most survivors don't speak up and seek justice until they are adults (for many reasons including the ability to realize and comprehend what happened to them as children and the process of overcoming the shame and guilt, which is sadly common among victims). As you can imagine, by the time an abused child is an adult, the "Statute of Limitations" has often expired. The abuser continues to break the law and harm children and is never held accountable.

In 2002 the California legislature passed amendments to its statute of limitations on child sex abuse, essentially opening a "window", which gave survivors one year (2003) to file claims even if the statute of limitations for their claims already had expired.

The New York Legislation is now considering such a "window" to give sex abuse victims the opportunity to seek justice and for the criminals to be held accountable even if the SOL has expired.

"There are two competing bills in the Legislature--the Duane/Markey Bill (S2568/A2596) also known as the Child Victims Act (CVA) favored by advocates for children and victims of abuse, and the Kruger/Lopez Bill (S3107-A/A5708-A) favored by the Catholic Church." (from the VOTF website)

As you can imagine I support the Duane/Markey Bill and urge you to do the same.

There is even a possibility that this will directly effect the MKs who survived abuse at their missionary boarding school featured in All God's Children - because the headquarters of the overseeing mission-sending organization and Church (Christian and Missionary Alliance) was in Nyack, New York, during the time the children were abused overseas by C&MA missionaries.

THIS IS WHAT YOU CAN DO TO HELP:

  • Contact Senator Craig Johnson (details below)
  • Contact Assemblyman Vito Lopez, who is partially responsible for the “Hide the Predator” bill (details below)
  • Contact your own representatives (local, state and national to help effectuate SOL reform throughout the country)
  • Use this form to send a sample message urging for SOL reform to NY Assembly Members, Senators or elected official in other states.

For more information about the the SOL in general and what the rules are in your own state, please check out the website Statute of Limitations Reform.

Here are more links for your information
and action (provided by Jesse Loffler, manager of SOL-Reform.com):

- Assemblywoman Markey’s Statements on the Amended Child Victims Act: http://www.sol-reform.com/images/CVA-Markey-Jun14.pdf and http://www.sol-reform.com/images/CVA-Markey-Jun4.pdf

- Professor Marci Hamilton, FindLaw June 11 Column, The Maturing of a Movement: Statute of Limitations Reform for Sex Abuse Victims: http://writ.news.findlaw.com/hamilton/20090611.html

- Contact Vito Lopez in his Brooklyn and Albany offices at 718-963-7029 and 518-455-5537 respectively or e-mail LopezV@assembly.state.ny.us to express your firm support for the Child Victims Act.

- Contact Senator Craig Johnson to support the CVA! Senator Johnson was once a supporter of the CVA and is now on the fence in the face of Lopez bill. Please contact him if you can to support the window legislation in the Markey CVA – the only tried and true method of identifying abusers. Senator Johnson can be reached at 516-746-5923 (District Office), 518-455-2622 (Albany Office), or by e-mail at Johnson@senate.state.ny.us . There is also a list of senators on the home page of www.sol-reform.com.

- Past CVAs as examples of why NY legislators should vote yes – California and Delaware: http://www.sol-reform.com/Pages/Legislators-Protecting-Children.html (including a list of legislators who voted for reform in Cal. and Del. – there were no nays.)

And please remember: even though the Catholic Church apparently is against this bill, sex abuse of children is NOT just a Catholic problem - not even if the predator is a clergy member. Children get abused in all different settings, cultures, Christian denominations and other faith groups, schools and even in their own family.

Thank you for taking the time to read this, consider this and maybe even supporting the rights of survivors through voicing your opinion.

FYI, I took the liberty to use some phrases from some of the websites listed above.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Washington Times Article


After working on All God's Children for five years, (and right now also having watched it 7 times at screenings in the last 4 weeks) I have to admit that I'm quite accustomed to the tone, the words and the stories in the film. So I'm always startled and saddened when I hear a description of the events of Mamou in someone else's words - making it fresh and upsetting all over again.

The article by Julia Duin in today's Washington Times starts off with such a shocking description:

[...] the stories of more than 80 children whose days at a Christian & Missionary Alliance (C&MA) boarding school in Mamou, Guinea, in West Africa sound like something out of Abu Ghraib: savage beatings, sexual abuse, rape and sadistic punishments.

This article doesn't just focus on our film and thus reveals more information than we could include - e.g., about Marilyn Christman's additional personal experiences, reports of other abused MKs and the only two other investigations made public (Presbyterian Church - USA and United Methodist Church).

Please read the article and leave a comment on the article's page to let Julia Duin, The Washington Times and other reporters know that you are interested in this story. The abuse of MKs and the cover-up is much, much larger than what's depicted in our film and more reporting in national media is necessary to continue breaking down the wall of silence around this subject.

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UPDATE 6/26/09:

The article as it was published originally contained a severe error, which has now finally been corrected in the online version. All the links in this post lead to the corrected article.

We are horrified at the thought that the printed version still exists with the error, which implicates men of crimes they did not commit. We were very careful in making the film to not name anyone who hadn't already been proven to be guilty. This is a very delicate subject matter and we wouldn't want anyone to be hurt unnecessarily - nor do we want the audience to have any reason to doubt the stories we tell.

As editors we work meticulously on every frame of our film to control every last detail - it can be a frustrating experience to then share your work and realize that you don't have control over how people perceive or interpret your work or the conversations around it. Of course in all this we are very appreciative of getting the story of the abused MKs out in the media at all. But it's important for us, the people in the film, all the survivors and the accused that this continues to be "truth telling" and not just "story telling".

Friday, June 19, 2009

Upstate weekend... ahhh...

Meadow Flower - along the Finger Lakes Trail in the Finger Lakes National Forest

I can barely keep up with documenting all the travel & screenings of the past - while setting up the travel & screenings of the future. So with a few days delay here's a recap of Scott and my trip to the Finger Lakes Region in upstate New York where All God's Children played at the Curtis Baptist Church in Campbell, New York. Side fact: Campbell is pronounced Camp Bell. Who knew?

Meadow on the top of a hill above Seneca Lake (apparently a lot of the hills were once used for making hay - while now they have mostly turned into forests again)

On Saturday, after 5 hours of driving through torrential rain the sky finally cleared up just as we got to the Finger Lakes Region. Now that driving was fun again, we circled around Keuka Lake until we found the perfect dinner spot at Waterfront Restaurant, which was right on the water and allowed the other guests to just hop in and out of their boats directly from the deck where we ate.


Passenger side's perspective of Scott driving us around Keuka Lake

Later that evening we got to catch up with Dianne and Bud Couts, who had driven over from Ohio.

Curtis Baptist Church in picturesque Campbell, NY - just south of Keuca Lake

The next day we joined the Curtis Baptist Church's congregation for lunch. We finally met the organizer of the screening, Shary Kroeker Hauber, who had also attended Mamou Alliance Academy, and the host, pastor Dale Ingraham, and his wife Faith. Many thanks to all three of them for having our film at their church.


Shary, Bud and Dianne talk outside the church on this perfect summer day.

While we had sat out front of the church, apparently a lot of people had come in the side door or just come up directly from the lunch downstairs because once we walked inside there were A LOT more people than I had expected.

A big thanks to everyone who came out. It seemed too beautiful of a day to sit inside and watch such a dark film. Thank you also to Tim Hauber for the projection of the film and Bud Couts for handling the DVD sales.

Shary and Dianne talk after the screening.
(left picture by Bud, right picture by Scott)


It was a real treat to have Shary Kroeker Hauber at the screening - answering questions from her community after they had just watched a film about the missionary kids boarding school she attended and the abuses that took place there. Shary does not appear in the film and we had never had the opportunity to talk to her; so it was not only great to meet her but also to hear her stories of life as an MK in Africa.

Dale and Faith Ingraham have a special ministry called Speaking Truth In Love Ministries (Stopping Sexual Abuse in the Body of Christ). So a lot of the audience was already very aware of issues around abuse, especially by clergy. Dale, Faith and us exchanged a lot about our goals and methods of getting the facts out about abuse and its repercussions. A very inspirational day.


Scott took this picture of Luci taking a picture of...

Bud and Dianne (Darr) Couts, Shary Kroeker Hauber, Faith and Dale Ingraham

We said good-bye after dinner and Scott and I took off for a sunset walk through near-by Corning - known mainly for its biggest employer, Corning, Inc., which makes glass wares and ceramics, and the Corning Museum of Glass, which we skipped.

Appropriately glass-esque, the headquarters of Corning, Inc. also happen to have a Japanese flair. To the right the Gaffer Tower.

Not only did we see the Gaffer Tower, we also walked through the Gaffer District, past the Gaffer Grille and apparently none of them have anything to do with the person setting up the lights on a film shoot. Must be a glass thing. Never stop learning.

Also upstate New York is not actually a different state than the one New York City is in, although it certainly looks and feels like that. Therefore it's not really appropriate to say: "Bob Evans has been our unofficial caterer on this screening tour - we've eaten there in Ohio, in Missouri and now here in Corning. You know, we don't have Bob Evans in New York." Because apparently we do - just in that other part of our big state, the gorgeous part.

Driving towards Seneca Lake

Monday morning started with an interview (the result should appear in print this Sunday), then lunch in Watkins Glen and we were finally off hiking in the Finger Lakes National Forest.

Flowers near the ponds at top of Gorge Trail

Further along the Gorge Trail

Towards the bottom of Gorge Trail

After hiking for 3 hours along three different trails, we just barely made it to the nearest winery at 5:27pm. Apparently they all close at 5:30pm. We had a quick taste, picked up a few bottles of Penguin Bay wine and started the long drive back via Pennsylvania and New Jersey to "the other New York" .

Vineyard above Seneca Lake

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Gainesville Screening!

This I will share with one sad and one happy eye (and yes this might be one of those awkward translations of a German saying that makes no sense in English - I sometimes mix that up):

Next week All God's Children will be screening at Story House in Gainesville, Florida. That's the town where Scott and I met and married, where I spent some of the happiest times of my life, where we still have some very dear and wonderful friends and where I've shot and screened my first videos (long before film school and all that complicating professionalism).

So that's of course the happy news.

The sad news is that I won't be able to go for budgetary reasons. (Instead I hope to go on some other trips already in the works. More about that later.)

Back to good news: Scott will be at the screening since he will already be in Florida! Together with film participants and former missionaries Ann and Rev. Dr. Howard Beardslee he will be answering questions after the screening.

Celino Dimitroff with the Story House in the background before it was turned into an art & culture space. (During a 2008 visit for All's Well and Fair add'l shoot)

The Story House is a very cool art space started by artists Wendy Michel and Celino Dimitroff. It actually happens to be an old church and the seats are actual pews. Ah, I can't believe I'll be missing that screening!

But I shall return to Gainesville with a film soon... whenever All's Well and Fair, which takes place there, is actually finished-finished.

Screening Details:

Friday, June 26th - 7pm
Storyhouse
11 SE 5th Avenue
Gainesville, FL 32601
Phone: 352-246-2195
Ann and Dr. Rev. Howard Beardslee and Scott Solary scheduled to attend

A huge thank you to Wendy Michel for organizing this event!!!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Faith Telegraph Article


A great article about All God's Children, written from the perspective of an MK (missionary kid), Laura Larson, is the leading headline on the front page of The International Faith Telegraph today.


Since most media coverage has focused on the subject of the film, we especially appreciated Laura Larson's assessment of the film's tone and technique and its effects:


As a film, All God's Children benefits from compelling storytelling and a lack of heavy-handed editing and commentary. There is no agenda here -- the stories speak for themselves and there is no effort by the filmmakers to diminish or "bash" Christianity.

The film's subtle approach makes the stories all the more effective, and all the more difficult to dismiss or explain away: How could men and women that supposedly love and serve God inflict such pain and abuse on children? There are no easy answers to this question, and All God's Children does not purport to provide any.

Please read the full article on Faith Telegraph.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

More Endorsements, More Screenings

Marilyn and Beverly Shellrude in Africa

Sparked by the latest (and high profile) endorsement we have received for our documentary All God's Children, I checked if I had ever posted any of them here on the blog. Apparently I hadn't. That's almost shocking, considering that I am so proud of all the positive reactions we've received from people who's work and insight I respect deeply.

So I will rectify this now. And yes, it sounds like we're boasting. But we feel so honored to have received all these endorsements that we want to share them. Also we don't have the budget for a PR person to do it for us.

But first a quick reminder about our next public screening:

Sunday June 14th, 2009 - 2:30PM
Curtis Baptist Church
Tannery Road
Campbell, NY 14821
Phone: 607-527-8137 (Shary Kroeker Hauber)


Shary Kroeker Hauber attended Mamou as well, a few years before the MKs in our film. What she had to witness and experience was just as devestating. She is co-hosting this screening together with her pastor Dale Ingraham and his wife Faith - together they run the "Speaking Truth in Love" Ministries (Stopping Sexual Abuse in the Body of Christ).


Dianne Darr Couts, her husband Pastor Bud Couts, Scott and I will attend the screening, which will be in the Finger Lake Region. It's supposed to be beautiful up there and we've never been. So we're excited about a little relaxing before and after the screening.


Now here the reactions to the film, we are so grateful for:


"I believe that this story is a valuable addition to the growing awareness of how children have been long sacrificed on the altar of God's work, and that alone will be healing for many of us, so thank you for that."

William Paul Young, author of The Shack
www.windrumors.com

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"All God's Children is both a disturbing reminder that the Christian community is not immune to abuse and also a deeply moving case study on the complex dynamics of healing from spiritual, emotional, sexual and physical wounds. The redemptive possibilities that emerge when survivors find the courage to tell the truth and support each other in the process of healing are powerfully illustrated.
I recommend it highly."

Dr. Dale S. Ryan, Associate Professor of Recovery Ministry
Fuller Theological Seminary

www.recoveryfromabuse.com

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"Deeply moving, the film tells of children who were cast onto the rocks of horrific abuse by the siren call of God's will. Yet years later, the wounded adults manage to shine a little light for all of us. Their stories stand as testimony to the transformative power of truth-telling."

Christa Brown, author This Little Light
and founder, StopBaptistPredators.org

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"Exposing a horrific scandal that's virtually never been highlighted anywhere, this deeply moving film is about far more than childhood betrayal. It's also about the heroic work of wounded adults to hold callous and deceitful church officials accountable for stunning crimes.
It's both jaw-dropping and awe-inspiring."

David Clohessy, national director of SNAP,
the Survivors Network of those Abused by Priests: SNAPnetwork.org

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All God’s Children tells a tragic story—one that no one really wants to hear, but one that responsible adults need to hear. It reminds us that all souls need saving, starting with the ones God has seen fit to put in our care."

Cliff Vaughn, EthicsDaily.com

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"I felt all that has been described here, It's hard to put into words how it affected me. I didn't attend Mamou but the boarding school I went to mirrored the experiences I saw on this film. I grieve for each of you, and for all of us with wounded children still hurting within us. [...]
The word needs to be spread. I felt deeply saddened by it, but also validated, that I'm "not the only one", and am not alone."

Suzie Baer - MK and former boarding school student

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"[...] brilliantly woven together, picking up the threads of the individual stories and unique personalities, to give us the powerful, collective drama. [I hope] that many more will have the desire and the courage to see this story [...] The message is as multi-faceted as the story, in fact. [These] lives stand as a testimony to the transformation of horrific suffering, a transformation that is contagious enough to bring about change in all who are willing to awaken."

Dee Ann Miller, advocacy writer, www.takecourage.org
author of How Little We Knew and The Truth about Malarkey

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“I've watched the [DVD]... it is powerful. [...] we both could hardly
sleep last night. I kept remembering things when I wakened during the night hours. I was reminded of the impotency of our lives there, our helplessness. [...] I know why I struggle with being an over achiever more clearly now, why I can't seem to rest, or be at peace.”

Vivian Harvey - author, MK and former Mamou Academy student

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"For Canadian Beverly Shellrude Thompson, participating in the project was both difficult and helpful. 'One of the things that has been my mantra is that the story needs to be told, that there's healing in telling the story,' she said from her home in Burlington, Ont. 'I've always carried in my head a deep shroud of secrecy that allowed both the pain and the system to go on.'"

Debra Fieguth, Faith Today

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"... Solary and Westphal's film is sad yet unflinching, and demonstrates what can happen when unsuspecting parents put too much faith in an institution. The tone of the film may be more than just cautionary, however: It could be humanitarian."

Joel Rozen, Sarasota Herald Tribune


And last but not least, from the amazon.com page for the film:

I own this DVD. It exposes the abuse that happens in the church and here specifically on the mission field. It shows the long term affect of abuse and the struggles to overcome these affects. Hopefully those who see this will work to stop abuse in our churches and on the mission field. I know these fact to be true and not exaggerated. I also went to Mamou and abuse was happening before the time shown in this film. A must see for church leaders.
-- Shary Kroeker H


I had the privilege of viewing this film at the Sarasota Film Festival in 2008, and later was able to speak with some of the courageous victims of the abuses discussed in the documentary. Their stories are disturbing but not uncommon. What is truly remarkable about this film is that its depth is in its simplicity. Rarely is a viewer taken to such a dark place through this type of footage. A year later, I continue to be haunted by the images of lost innocence and the knowledge of the atrocities that can take place when authority goes unchecked. As we watch history repeat itself all over the world, this film's relevance and message cannot be ignored.
-- John Coyne


I was privileged to attend a screening of this DVD and was very impressed with the production and the excellent information on this subject.
-- Carolyn


I had to buy this movie. I'm someone who is fascinated by religion's power over people. Whatever we think of this power, we can all agree that quite often this power is abused by the people who wield it. If you find this subject matter interesting, you'll want to see this. Especially in this time where many docs seem to strain to provide pure entertainment, it was refreshing to see a film that simply offers an unblinking look at its subject matter. It allows people to just tell their story - and when that story is something these people have kept inside for most of their lives - well, it's riveting just to hear them speak & oddly uplifting and cathartic to see these truths finally shared. All God's Children doesn't have heavy-handed voiceover narration, flashy graphics, etc...I found this refreshing. Instead, it takes actual film footage from the school that is the center of the story, and elegantly and quite hauntingly weaves these images throughout the film. What starts out as innocent-seeming images of children at play becomes increasingly disturbing simply by what you are learning as the film moves along. It's highly effective. I was glad to have watched this, I think you will be too.

-- N. Rufca

Friday, June 12, 2009

Asterix Recommends: Tele, Montag, Bad Lieutenant

Asterix David Westphal is an entertainment lawyer (formerly of Sony Music, independent for several years now), business manager for musicians, teacher at the Pop Akademie, former music and youth culture journalist, music aficionado and collector, drummer, all around cool guy and most importantly (to me anyway) my big brother.

Luci and Asterix - 1976

Since he's in Berlin and I'm in New York, we don't get to see each other that often. (Lately though, the discovery of Skype has made it possible that we "see" each other a little more often.) One way through which we continue to bond is our love for music, which we inherited from our parents. I believe my brother is on a constant quest of trying to beat the size of our dad's record collection. Good luck with that.


Luci and Asterix - 2007

We often recommend music to each other and I thought other people might enjoy Asterix' recommendations as much as I do.


These are the three songs/videos he recommended to me this week:

"Sommernacht" by Montag:




"Sink or Swim" by Bad Lieutenant (project of New Order members):




"Die Nacht ist Jung" by Tele:




And for some silly fun here is a hip-hop version of Radiopilot's current single "Immer Wenn Wir Träumen":



Thursday, June 11, 2009

Book Recommendation: "This Little Light"


"This Little Light: Beyond a Baptist Preacher Predator and His Gang" by Christa Brown was just published.

A few weeks ago I was invited to read a manuscript of Christa Brown's outstanding autobiographical account of falling prey to her Baptist pastor as a young teenager, her realization of how the sexual abuse affected her life as an adult, her attempts to find compassion and help from her denomination and finally become an advocate for other survivors of clergy abuse and to protect children from becoming victims.


At first I was just honored that I was asked to read an early copy. And then, as soon as I started reading I was pulled into this page-turner and thought how lucky I was to just read this book and be allowed an inside glimpse of this woman's experience. So much of it mirrored the accounts we collected while conducting our interviews with missionary kids (MKs) who were abused at their boarding school in Mamou, Africa.

Different organization, different individuals, different types of abuse - but the same misuse of power and the same denials when the survivor approaches the organization. And of course, there is always the reaction of: you are just bitter - why can't you just forgive what happened? Even the first comment to the first article (Associated Baptist Press) about the book is full of such accusations and demands. It always baffles me that the survivor continues to be under attack even years after the initial abuse is over. It takes so much courage to speak out and Christa Brown has my admiration. Read her response to that specific negative comment on her blog. By the way, the quote from our film she mentions: "It’s not that the victims are against forgiveness. Victims are against forgiveness as the solution to the problem because then the problem will go on and on [...]" is by Dianne Darr Couts.

I'm sure, "This Little Light" is going to help many people understand themselves and what has happened to them better and inspire and encourage them on their own journey of healing. Hopefully it will help families and communities to understand those who survived abuse. I also hope it will actually bring on some change to the system of reporting abuse and regulating who may work as a minister within the Baptist denomination and other organizations. Most certainly, this book was incredibly educational to me about the many aspects of clergy child abuse from the perspective of a survivor and advocate.

I highly recommend this book and am excited to finally be able to discuss it with everyone involved with All God's Children.


This is my official short assessment of the book:
"Moving, eye-opening, shocking and even suspenseful . . . Christa Brown does not hold back in this courageous account of her journey from impressionable clergy sex abuse victim to tenacious advocate."

Purchase "This Little Light" on amazon, on B&N or order it at your local bookstore.
Read the blog about "This Little Light"
Read Christa's Stop Baptist Predators Blog